• Devotions

    In the Middle of the Storm

    After scrolling and seeing the picture of a lawn chair at the bottom of my friend’s pool, I curiously read the caption above her Facebook post.

    “That was one crazy storm.”

    Apparently, the night before the winds were strong enough to take down large branches and several trees in the area.

    And blow my friend’s chair from her patio into her pool.

    Casually, I made the comment that I had slept right through it.

    But this is not always the case.

    There are many times that I don’t sleep through the storms that blow through my life.

    Sometimes, the force feels like it is enough to take me down.

    My thoughts swirl around and it’s difficult to find my balance.

    And like the chair at the bottom of the pool, I feel like I am going under.

    On those days, I forget Who is in charge of the winds and the rain.

    Despite knowing He is always with me, I start to focus on the storm instead of the Savior.

    This is how the disciples responded when Jesus slept through a storm, even though He was with them.

    “One day He got into a boat with His disciples, and He said to them, “Let us go across to the other side of the lake.” So they set out, and as they sailed He fell asleep. And a windstorm came down on the lake, and they were filling with water and were in danger.  And they went and woke Him, saying, “Master, Master, we are perishing!” And He awoke and rebuked the wind and the raging waves, and they ceased, and there was a calm. He said to them, “Where is your faith?” And they were afraid, and they marveled, saying to one another, “Who then is this, that He commands even winds and water, and they obey Him?” Luke 8: 22-25 (ESV)

    Jesus, fully human and fully divine, understood what it was like to be caught in life’s storms.

    As we start to read Matthew 14, we see Jesus removing Himself from others after He receives the news of John the Baptist’s death.

    The loss of His friend.

    Unspeakable grief.

    And yet, in the midst of His own pain, Jesus had recognized the crowds who had followed Him to His place of solace were going through their own storms.

    He understood their pain and had compassion on them.

    He brought healing and hope, even when He was hurting.

    “Now when Jesus heard this, He withdrew from there in a boat to a desolate place by Himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed Him on foot from the towns. When He went ashore He saw a great crowd, and He had compassion on them and healed their sick.” 

    Matthew 14: 13-14 (ESV)

    And then if that were not enough, Jesus did more.

    He fed the masses, both physically and spiritually.

    “Now when it was evening, the disciples came to Him and said, “This is a desolate place, and the day is now over; send the crowds away to go into the villages and buy food for themselves.”  But Jesus said, “They need not go away; you give them something to eat.” They said to Him, “We have only five loaves here and two fish.” And He said, “Bring them here to me.” Then He ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass, and taking the five loaves and the two fish, He looked up to heaven and said a blessing. Then He broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds.  And they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up twelve baskets full of the broken pieces left over. And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.” Matthew 14:15-21 (ESV)

    The story does not end there.  

    After all of the miracles He had performed that day, Jesus took time alone to go pray.

    The disciples, who were far off on the boat, witnessed yet another miracle of Jesus walking to them on the water.  

    They did not immediately recognize Him, and were afraid.

    “Immediately He made the disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, while He dismissed the crowds. And after He had dismissed the crowds, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray. When evening came, He was there alone, but the boat by this time was a long way from the land, beaten by the waves, for the wind was against them. And in the fourth watch of the night He came to them, walking on the sea. But when the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, “It is a ghost!” and they cried out in fear.

    But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, “Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”  

    Matthew 14: 22-27 (ESV)

    Just like the disciples, sometimes I do not recognize Him, even when He is close.

    And like Peter, I forget my faith when He calls me to take the next step.

    I take my focus off of Him.

    “And Peter answered Him, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” 

    He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. 

    But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out His hand and took hold of him, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”  And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. 

    And those in the boat worshiped Him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”  

    Matthew 14: 28-33(ESV)

    Friends, I do not know what storms are blowing through your lives right now.

    You may feel like you are sinking.

    But Jesus understands your struggles.

    He has compassion for you.

    Don’t take your focus off of Him.

    He is with you always.

    Even in the middle of the storm.

  • Devotions

    Remaining Close to God in a World Pulling You Away

    “But as for me, how good it is to be near God!

    I have made the Sovereign Lord my shelter,

    and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.“

    Psalm 73: 28 (NIV)

    Walking the dogs is something my husband and I enjoy. Our 5 pound Morkie, Max, comes with me. Our son’s 80 pound black lab, Dallas, is John’s responsibility. I know that I will not have enough strength to control him.  Ready with his new harness and 26 foot retractable leash, proudly purchased by my husband, we set out.  I watch as the two of them walk ahead. Dallas is easily distracted by the sights and the smells around the neighborhood, using almost all of the lead that my husband has provided.  John remarks that Dallas should stay closer to him.  Why would he remain close with all of that freedom?

    My anxiety rose each time Dallas got too far away from my husband.  

    Similarly, my anxiety increases each time I get too far from God.

    But our God does not go anywhere.  I am the one who is easily distracted by the world around me.  I am the one who pulls away.  Like Dallas, I am given the freedom to move or stay.  Our Father’s desire is for us to remain close to Him.  Just like I’m not strong enough to control Dallas, I cannot rely on my own strength to keep me away from the pull of the world.  I need to remain close to the Father.  Spending time with Him not only brings me strength, but also guidance as I move about my day.  

    Each day I wake up, I have a choice. I can start the day giving my full attention to the One who fills me or to a world that often drains me.  Finding quiet time in prayer and in the Word allows me to reflect on His many blessings. Even Jesus needed to spend time alone with the Father. He removed himself from the crowds to simply be in His Father’s presence. Beginning the day with the gift of peace that only comes from spending time with Him strengthens me to face whatever lies ahead. 

    Remaining close means being intentional.  Being still before the busyness begins.  My mind often races when I awake thinking of my to do list.  There are many days I reach for my phone before I reach for my Bible.  Maybe this sounds familiar.  But each day, I try again to start with being quiet. Gratefully, God is always there waiting with open arms.  Our God never moves.  He simply waits for us to be still.   

    Read Genesis 3:1-13 (NIV). Adam and Eve had everything they needed in the Garden of Eden, but were distracted by the one thing that they could not have.  What distracts you from spending time in His presence?  Ask for His strength to help you remain close to Him.

    What pulls you away from God?  What routines can you change to make space for Him? Friends, the most important relationship we will ever have is with our Heavenly Father. 

    Tune out the distractions of the world and sit for a while with Him.  How good it is to be near our God!